waiting fOr the end

 this is not the end
 this is not the beginning
 just a voice like a riot
 rocking every revision
 but you listen to the tone
 and the violent rhythm
 though the words sound steady
 something emptys within em..
 we say yeaa !
 with fists flying up in the air
 like we're holding onto something
 thats invisible there
 cuz we're living at the mercy
 on the pain and the fear
 until we dead it
 forget it
 let it all disappear
waiting for the end to come
wishing i had strength to stand
this is not what i had planned
it's out of my control
flying at the speed of light
thoughts were spinning in my head
so many things were left unsaid
it's hard to let you go
i know what it takes to move on
i know how it feels to lie
all i wanna do
is trade this life for something new
holding on to what i haven't got
sitting in a empty room
trying to forget the past
this was never meant to last
i wish it wasn't so
  :( momo  :)